The Cartography of First Love


Young Adult - Romance
241 Pages
Reviewed on 09/09/2025
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Reviewed by Grant Leishman for Readers' Favorite

The Cartography of First Love by Angela Grey is an unusual, but completely compelling story of first love encountered in a most unusual location – a psychiatric institution. Fifteen-year-old Zibby is confined because of her eating disorder, and sixteen-year-old Nico suffers from depression and anxiety. Even in the cold, sterile environment of an institution, connection and love can flare, find roots, and ultimately bloom, but, of course, psychiatric wards are not for permanent habitation, and eventually these young people must go back into the world and face the reality of everyday life, potentially severing the connections made inside. But for Zibby and Nico, the roots were well developed, and the impact each had on the other would last a lifetime. First love is precious and establishes a world that even time will struggle to erase.

The Cartography of First Love is an incredibly powerful and moving story, told from the personal perspectives of two troubled teens searching for meaning and purpose in life. Perhaps more importantly, each is desperately looking for an anchor for their hopes and dreams of a viable future; an anchor they find in each other and in the institution’s greenhouse. Author Angela Grey has a unique talent for bringing the reader emotionally not only into the cold, sterile wards but also into the minds, feelings, and fears of Nico and Zibby. I appreciated the loneliness and fear each of these teenagers felt, especially when they returned to their rooms and had to confront their thoughts and doubts on their own. The author’s recounting of activities in the institution, especially group counselling and music therapy, was so vivid and real that readers will believe they are sitting in the circle with Nico, Zibby, and the other patients. Zibby and Nico were beautifully drawn, and teenagers everywhere, as well as adults remembering their own teenage angst, will identify with them and root for their friendship and ultimate romance. For me, the underlying message is about connection and understanding another’s perspective. We were never meant to be islands, destined to struggle for meaning alone. We all need connection, understanding, and love, and this book reminds us that when love is grounded in solid roots, its power and breadth are endless. This is an easy-to-read, relatively short book that can be enjoyed in one session. I thoroughly appreciated the story and the sentiment, and highly recommend it.

Pikasho Deka

Angela Grey's The Cartography of First Love follows the story of two lost teenagers whose paths converge during their stint at the hospital. Elizabeth "Zibby" Hollway is a fifteen-year-old suffering from a severe eating disorder and low self-esteem issues. During her latest stay at the hospital, she comes across Nicholas "Nico" Hawthorne, a seventeen-year-old boy with crippling depression and anxiety. The two teenagers develop a mutual liking for each other and soon start hanging out, spending time together in horticultural therapy and art projects. As their growing friendship turns to love, Zibby and Nico become each other's healing balm. But as their time together comes to a close, with Nico leaving the hospital with his Aunt Seraphina, Zibby once again finds herself alone. Will Zibby and Nico find each other ever again?

The Cartography of First Love is a heartfelt story that illustrates the healing power of love and companionship. Author Angela Grey is a master of her craft. Grey creates genuinely layered and complex characters who feel like real people, and the author doesn't miss the mark with the two main characters in this book. Zibby and Nico come from very different backgrounds and have mental health issues that prevent them from living normal teenage lives. But when they discover a kindred spirit in each other, they find a way to be happy through love. The narrative beautifully captures the powerful feelings and emotions associated with first love. You want Zibby and Nico to end up together. It's a coming-of-age story with a generous touch of romance. Recommended to young adult contemporary romance readers.

Carol Thompson

The Cartography of First Love by Angela Grey is an exploration of two young lives as they navigate the complexities of mental health, connection, and healing. Set within the confines of a hospital ward, the story follows Zibby and Nico, two teenagers grappling with their own struggles: Zibby with an eating disorder and Nico with anxiety and depression. Through alternating perspectives, Grey crafts an emotionally raw narrative, capturing the fragile yet profound bond that forms between them.

Angela Grey’s writing is lyrical and evocative, weaving vivid imagery and emotional depth. The alternating chapters allow readers to step into the minds of both protagonists, experiencing their fears, triumphs, and the unspoken language of their bond. The dialogue is sparse yet impactful, often leaving space for silence to carry meaning. The moments of shared understanding, whether through a glance, a touch, or a whispered word, are beautifully rendered, highlighting the power of connection in the face of isolation. The pacing of the story mirrors the ebb and flow of recovery, with highs and lows that are realistic and relatable. The narrative does not shy away from the challenges of mental health, portraying setbacks and breakthroughs with equal honesty. The ending, set ten years later, offers a sense of closure and hope, showing how the lines of their map ultimately lead back to each other. The Cartography of First Love is a deeply moving story about finding light in the cracks, holding onto hope, and how love, whether romantic, platonic, or self-directed, can be a guiding force. Angela Grey’s ability to capture the nuances of healing and connection makes this novel a powerful and impactful read.

Jennifer Senick

The Cartography of First Love by Angela Grey is a contemporary young adult novel centered on Zibby and Nico, who meet in the psychiatric ward. Both are working through personal mental health challenges and find themselves bound by the limits, routines, and a new connection. They begin to trust one another while attending group therapy sessions, engaging in art therapy, discussing music, and enjoying the calm moments of the day. As they care for Atlas, a plant from the greenhouse, they figure out new ways to live life and stay close, despite regulations and emotional roadblocks that keep them apart. This novel offers a firsthand glimpse into a couple’s journey toward understanding and resilience, presented with honesty and hope.

The title, The Cartography of First Love, grabbed my attention right away. I thought the use of the term cartography was an interesting choice. That phrasing signaled that this wasn’t going to be a typical YA romance. It’s a book about survival and discovery, with glimmers of light mixed in. The two main characters aren’t polished or picture-perfect. They have depth and are real in an almost raw way. I loved how relatable and genuine their struggles are, even though not everyone has been in a similar situation, and how sometimes they feel overwhelmed. These obstacles are everyday for many young people, but from the perspective of someone who is somewhat troubled. The story lingers because Angela Grey reminds us that belonging doesn’t always come from grand gestures. Sometimes, it grows slowly in quiet spaces, and that makes Zibby's and Nico’s experiences all the more powerful.

Asher Syed

The Cartography of First Love by Angela Grey follows Zibby and Nico, two teenagers confined to the same psychiatric ward. Each enters separately, undergoes intake, and begins navigating the strict rules of the unit. At first, their contact is minimal; working on puzzles, sitting across from each other at meals, and exchanging brief words during therapy sessions. Slowly, they form a fragile connection, built through small shared acts: trading artwork, holding hands during a scavenger hunt, steadying each other during meals or music therapy, and tending to plants in the greenhouse. Their bond grows into a quiet lifeline, offering moments of stability within the ward’s constant supervision. As Nico nears discharge, both cling to the unspoken promise that what they have built together—anchored in Atlas, the basil plant they share—can survive separation.

Angela Grey’s The Cartography of First Love is an extraordinary novel that shines with tenderness, honesty, and quiet beauty. The story follows Nico and Zibby inside the walls of a psychiatric ward, where ordinary routines of meals, puzzles, and supervised activities become moments of fragile connection and unexpected comfort in this character-driven story. Grey’s writing has a striking mix of gentleness and the realities of institutionalized care, bringing each scene to life with details that make readers feel present in every room, from the art studio’s charcoal dust to the greenhouse’s seedlings. The growth of the plant is a metaphor for the growing bond between Nico and Zibby, handled with remarkable sensitivity, revealing how even the smallest gestures can offer a sense of belonging. What makes this book unforgettable is the way it honors pain and possibility, wrapped up in the capturing of how two young people find a steady light in a place defined by confinement. Very highly recommended.