Reviewed by K.C. Finn for Readers' Favorite

Finding Dad, Paranoid Schizophrenia: An End to the Search by Amanda LaPera is a deeply personal memoir of her ten-year journey to reconnect with her father, Joseph, who has lived on the streets with untreated severe mental illness since his diagnosis at age fifty-three. Following a promising call from the Missing Persons division, Amanda embarks on a mission across locations, medical systems, and memories to find him. Driven by unconditional love, she navigates the challenges of mental health stigma, medical red tape, and family complexities in a story that ultimately reveals more than she ever anticipated. LaPera brings to life the raw emotions and challenges of searching for a loved one lost to mental illness with extraordinary grace and honesty. As someone with some experience of this in my own life, it was a harrowing and deeply resonant experience to read about her search and the yearning for the missing pieces of her family life.

Amanda LaPera's writing strikes a perfect balance between powerful storytelling and deep empathy, making the reader feel intimately connected to her journey, and there's such a warmth in the narrative style that you can't help but want the best for her and her family. I was particularly moved by how she handled the complex family dynamics that mental illness creates, showing both the strain and the enduring bonds that persist through such challenges. The way she weaves together her personal experiences with broader insights about mental health stigma and systemic barriers gives a real sense of crucial context for the wider world to understand how easily these things can happen. What touched me most deeply was her portrayal of unconditional love and relentless hope in the face of seemingly insurmountable obstacles, creating connections that stayed with me long after finishing the book. Overall, Finding Dad, Paranoid Schizophrenia: An End to the Search is an essential read for anyone seeking to understand the impact of severe mental illness on families and the power of persistent love, and I would certainly recommend it.