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Forgiving Dr Jekyll: From Hyde to Healing by Paul Drugan begins following his father's death, when Drugan reflects on a childhood marked by strict rules and emotional distance from his father, contrasting this with his maternal grandfather's warmth. He is up against instances of abuse and isolation at home and school but finds his own fleeting escapes and supportive figures like librarian Mrs. Connolly. His time through Catholic school is fraught with complexity, notably with his friend Richie DeMayo, and the conflicting pressures of societal expectations. Drugan's exploration of his sexuality becomes a transformative process spurred by relationships with Kevin and later Mike, which he explores despite societal stigma and family strain. Battling substance abuse and emotional isolation, Drugan's path to healing involved therapy, spiritual introspection through yoga and meditation, and embracing forgiveness and gratitude as guiding principles toward personal growth and inner peace.
There is a real mix of heartbreak and beauty in Forgiving Dr Jekyll by Paul Drugan, but it's not difficult to see how horrible it must have been for Drugan to wade so deeply through the former to get through to the latter. Multiple aspects contribute to making this an excellent read, with Drugan's thoughtful reflections on personal growth within a challenging family environment being the most obvious. I loved his use of symbolism, like the gold-plated mantel clock purchased at a garage sale. "It didn't matter if the clock worked or not. It was a sparkling status symbol to me, and that was enough." The clock might be broken, but all that mattered was how it was perceived by everyone else on the outside, much like Drugan himself. Drugan's gift for description carries over well into his travels, where we get a cinematic picture of the mountains, deep green forests, and tiny villages of Portugal. Overall, this is a well-written and courageous memoir, and I am so grateful it's been put out into the universe. Very highly recommended.