I Did Not Die

Letters from the Edge of Giving Up

Fiction - Short Story/Novela
Kindle Edition
Reviewed on 07/06/2025
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Reviewed by Carol Thompson for Readers' Favorite

I Did Not Die by B. Zamanian explores vulnerability and the transformative power of connection. The narrative unfolds through two distinct parts, "Room 312" and "House 313," each offering a window into the lives of its characters as they navigate personal struggles and unexpected encounters. The story begins with Noura, a writer grappling with creative block and emotional scars, who finds solace in a quiet café by the lake. Her routine is disrupted by Adam, a mysterious traveler with a past marked by pain and defiance. Initially simple and restrained, their interactions evolve into an exchange of stories, emotions, and truths. Zamanian masterfully captures the nuances of their relationship, blending moments of silence, tension, and warmth to create an authentic narrative.

B. Zamanian’s writing is introspective and lyrical, with vivid descriptions that immerse readers in the setting. The dialogue is filled with philosophical undertones, exploring themes of identity, loss, and the search for meaning. Adam's journey, from his struggles with betrayal and self-doubt to his eventual acceptance of life's unpredictability, is both heartbreaking and inspiring. Noura's story, marked by betrayal and professional challenges, mirrors Adam's in its complexity, making their connection all the more compelling. While the book explores heavy themes, it is not without levity and hope. The shared meals, movie nights, and quiet companionship between Noura and Adam offer glimpses of joy and healing. The ending, though bittersweet, leaves readers with a sense of closure and the possibility of new beginnings. I Did Not Die is a beautifully crafted narrative about life's uncertainties and how one emerges stronger. B. Zamanian's ability to weave raw emotion with philosophical depth makes this a thought-provoking read. It’s an excellent book for those who enjoy short literary works.

Iza Grek

I Did Not Die by B. Zamanian, in some respects, is the author’s awakening. At its heart, it is a love story, in the genre of an older man being thoroughly absorbed by a much younger woman. Adam, the male protagonist, has a dual identity that he has devised to break free from his past. The young Nora is taken aback by this information and demands an explanation. As he begins to divulge the story of his life, Nora, a writer, softens toward him, and they end up spending days together. This proves to be enough time for a spat to arise between them, nothing so serious that the friendship cannot be repaired. The story unfolds with details alluding to attempted suicide, more drama, and no shortage of sexual undertones, keeping the reader on edge.

B. Zamanian’s talent as a writer is evident from the first words. He has a lovely turn of phrase and knows how to create a mood. Of course, his chapter headings are a tool he uses to great effect, each setting the scene before the reader jumps in. I particularly liked the descriptive phrase: ‘The sky was gray and heavy. A soft mist sat over the lake like a delicate curtain, and no sound from outside reached the house.’ If you love romance, you will enjoy I Did Not Die. The story unfolds in just 60 pages, with beautiful word pictures and an easy narrative style that makes it perfect for a captivating bedtime read.

Amy Louise Hill

I Did Not Die is a short story by B. Zamanian. A woman named Noura sits alone in a café, trying to write a story, but writer's block has taken over. One day, a man approaches and asks if he can sit with her. She nods, and suddenly her mind clears a little. Their interaction is short and brief. But the following day, she sees him again, and he suggests they go for a walk, where he can tell her more of his story. The two have many meet-ups, more or less the same each day, but with progression. As time goes on, Noura learns more about the man who goes by the name Adam. What story does Adam have left to share with Noura? Find out in this gripping book.

B. Zamanian pulled me into this story from the very first page. I love these types of stories where the starting point is simple and develops into more than you expected, whilst still keeping that simplicity throughout. The first scene is my favorite, just a writer trying to do her thing but struggling with writer's block. I found this to be real and relatable, being a writer myself. The characters are intriguing and raw; they've been through so much and have so much to give to the storyline because of this. Zamanian knows exactly how to pull a reader in and keep their interest until the very end. The words are descriptive and allow you to easily imagine the scenes as if they were happening in front of you. I enjoyed I Did Not Die so much; it genuinely had me on the edge of my seat, and I know others will experience the same upon reading this incredible story. I hope to read more of this author's work soon.

Jamie Michele

I Did Not Die by B. Zamanian begins with Nora, a disciplined writer battling a creative block, who lives in quiet isolation near a lake. One rainy day, a man named Adam asks to share her table at her usual café. Over several days, he gradually reveals his past: carrying his mother to a hospital as a child, being wrongly accused by his father, a suicide attempt, a broken marriage, and emotional fallout. Nora, drawn to him despite initial silence, brings him into her home. As they spend time together, he shares details about his professional life, failed relationships, and deep emotional disconnection caused by technology and social façades. Nora, in turn, shares her own burdens. The two move cautiously through awkward moments, intense conversations, and shifting emotional boundaries, until the realization that their time is ending forces a pivotal shift in their connection.

I Did Not Die: Letters from the Edge of Giving Up by B. Zamanian is a striking portrayal of two characters—Adam and Nora—who meet at a creative and emotional crossroads. Through elegant, thoughtful prose, Zamanian presents a work that invites readers into a quiet, introspective space where internal conflict meets genuine human connection. Adam, disillusioned by the artificial intimacy of the digital world, seeks not a place but a purpose. Nora, caught between market demands and her own artistic compass, confronts the paralysis of misalignment. Their conversations are written with sensitivity and grace, filled with pauses that speak louder than words. The book’s atmosphere encourages consideration, with every interaction steeped in unspoken meaning. Zamanian writes with care and precision, drawing attention to the quiet decisions that shape one’s direction. This book leaves an impression that lingers, both gentle and stirring.

Pikasho Deka

I Did Not Die by B. Zamanian follows two strangers brought together by the whims of fate. The book opens with a scene in a café where a woman named Noura Darin, a writer, meets a mysterious and world-weary stranger in a chance encounter. Something about this stranger draws Noura's attention, and she is determined to get to know him and his story. She locates him in his hotel room and discovers that although his name is Ben Stone, he prefers to be called Adam. Soon, Noura and Adam strike up a burgeoning friendship, and Adam begins to tell Noura his story. Noura and Adam bond over their shared trauma and heartache. But what does the future entail for the two?

I Did Not Die: Letters from the Edge of Giving Up is a prime example of well-crafted slow-burn storytelling. Author B. Zamanian spins a captivating tale about two strangers who unexpectedly discover each other as kindred souls. Although it's a short read, you will find yourself completely immersed in the narrative and don't want to put the book down before you finish it. I was eagerly waiting to see if Noura and Adam end up together in the end. The chemistry between the two characters is palpable, and Zamanian's masterful use of dialogue to drive the narrative forward lends gravity to the scenes, making every interaction compelling and a joy to read. One of the core themes that this book focuses on is letting go of the past to embrace the present and the future. I found the ending somewhat bittersweet, but it only enhanced the read. Recommended to short story fans.